![Being symptom-free was like waking up from a ten-year slumber](https://thedreamingpanda.files.wordpress.com/2017/01/bed-small.jpg?w=300&resize=479%2C359)
Last week, as I climbed into bed and turned out the lights, I experienced something very strange: I realized I was looking forward to my tomorrow. In that moment, it struck me that after ten years of PANS, I couldn’t recall the last time I was truly excited about waking up for another day.